I have a dream that instead of being inspired to reach for it, I shy away before I even touch it because of the probability of failing. Sometimes I think that I should've just gone on with the flow and let the waves take me away. But no, I fought it hard and follow my impulsiveness and desire. Now I'm having doubts and that sucks, because suddenly I want to turn my back and go back to zero.

I'm slowly losing the trust I have for myself, my talent, my skills and my devotion. I guess this is normal, or not.